The end of some things...

Tomorrow I go back to work. Which is ok I guess but last night I had multiple nightmares and I can't deny that there must be a connection. I keep telling myself that I just need to get through the next year and things will improve. I knew that going in but it doesn't make it easier.

Also I started spotting today. I secretly hoped that this would be the month but now it appears that it isn't. But on the positive side that means that I'm starting a new cycle and maybe this will be the month.

I keep telling myself that I need to stay positive and look on the bright side of things. Nothing but Happy Thoughts for me!